that thing that I wished for happened
One of the problematic housemates from the first house that I lived on cedar avenue died recently, and for as much as I wanted that to happen, now that it's happened I'm feeling very lethargic due to all the time that has passed now. But I'm also feeling celebratory in regards to how I used to feel about the situation. That whole house was so much more trouble than it was worth. I want to say I'm glad he's dead and celebrate, but he was old, poor, and in really bad shape. It's not like he was really missing anything. He's probably better off. I guess I'm reasonably relieved that I don't have to see him around town anymore than I am joyous that he's dead. I guess it's reasonable for me to come to feel that way about all of my enemies after enough time has passed. I have plenty of new enemies to make. Don't really need to be hung up on the old ones.
